So today, for the first time since the surgery, actually since I was told I needed the surgery, I feel pretty good. Beyond good. I thought that I would never stop feeling the way I did yesterday, lost, confused, and a little purposeless. However, this morning I felt great and alive and like myself. Too weird. I think I needed to get over everything and make peace with certain decisions. It's hard, but I feel alive and rediscovered. This isn't coming out the way I wanted it too but at least it make sense to me.
And three cheers to whomever gets the stupid reference in the title of this post.
not THAT song? tell me it isn't so!!!
ReplyDelete(now i'll be humming it all day!!!)