The Birthday Blues

once again, tomorrow is my birthday. And once again I've got the birthday blues.
I am grateful for things, i just can't tell what right now.
I'm going to a baby shower on my birthday. Then an all girl roller derby so that should be fun.

but why the blues?! damn.

October begins with. . .

Root canals and layoffs. That's all I got.
Well actually, I also have lovely friends, a crazy but fun and loving family. And a special guy that likes to wake up with me.
so the rest of it is just. . . .silly.